Saturday, January 19, 2008
Stuck and confuse
So you guys are probably wondering what am i stuck and confuse at. Well, the summary, i am stuck between 2 guys now. Get my drift?Ok, to keep things anonymous, i would name the guys Keith and Ryan.Ryan and Keith are both cute, but in a very different way. Ryan has this kiddy personality and warmth when you are around him. Every time i see him i just want to cuddle him. He dont workout or exercise and sleeps late all the time but he blessed with a good figure - lean and toned, tall, flawless skin, smooth. Keith in the other hand have the model like cuteness that have a hint of coolness in him. He plays hard to get. He is fair and again - flawless skin. He is shorter than me and slimmer too but then again i think what captivates me the most is his voice - deep and sexy.I have known Ryan for almost 2 years and initially i hated him but in the end my feelings grew fonder and i miss him now that every time he is not around. He is my housemate. Keith in the other hand i have only known him for 2 months (great different right?) but faith plays with me all the time. The reason is that i bump into him in a LRT station and immediately got attracted to him, at that time i don't know if he is gay. For the next two weeks i kept on bumping to him, in coffee shop, while walking to college, buying stuff in Watsons......and in the end bump into his profile in Axcest.Now who do i choose? I know i can't have both and got to choose. When i see Ryan i forgets about Keith and when i am messaging Keith i don't even bother about Ryan next to me. I know Keith are one of those that would not commit easily and he might get bored after a duration and Ryan somehow our personality clashes as we like different things - except for men.Sigh i just wish i could get an answer sooner or maybe a third guy that would come into my life, but then again i might be stuck in a triangle or might choose the third one. who knows?
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Ah. To be young, attractive and foolish. Those were the days. Wakakkaka. I'm talking like an old fart. :P
Perhaps you can test the waters first? Totally up to you on how you wanna test them.
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