Something struck my head and got me to think all of the sudden. I am now sitting in my office while the rain drops kamikaze themselves into the thick glass windows, a couple walk pass in a where the guy protectively hugging the girl and shielding her from the torrent while leaving himself wet. Both of them were giggling and the only thin you can see in them is just pure happiness. I wished i was the girl.
Friends asked me all the time,
"why are you still single?"
and normally they will receive the same answer from me over and over again;
"no one wants."
The fact is that not that no one wants me but what i am looking for out there are hard to come by. I want someone that i can grow old with and when i am with him, i am not afraid of anything. i look ok and above average and though i do now have chest and abs to show off but i am confident enough to stroll topless in the open. But many fails to understands me; what i need is love and not sex ( not that i am complaining that i dun like sex)
Manny times while i am starbucks dating with my lap top i would eye at happy couples that sits nearby or walk pass me hungrily. I want to have a life like them. I use to have a life like them but i guess i was young at that time and do not know how to appreciate it. Now i know....
If i could have one more chance, i would hold on to it and never let go......please, i just want to share my life with someone and to have my world with more colours- not just black and white.
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